Surgery

Well, tomorrow I get to go under for my first ever surgery.  why? well I shot myself in the finger, accidents happen, you can be sure i'll never make another mistake with a firearm again.

i have no doubt that the vast majority of my time at the hospital will be waisted sitting around doing nothing (or maybe filling out more paper work.  you'd be amazed how much paper work needed to be done while I was sitting in a wheelchair bleeding of a gun shot wound in the waiting room of the ER...)

any way, this is a week of firsts, my first gun, my first gun shot wound (and last) my first surgery (and hopefully last).

I've said it before, I'll say it again. I HATE hospitals.

"Church for Ghosts"

a few more shots from the "Church for Ghosts" series.

Model:

Grace Todd

Chuck Hendrix

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What I want and what really is...

It's been a while since I blogged and this one is a breather...

What I want to have happen and what seems to be happening are at odds with each other.  In more than one way, I want to be moving forward, making strides toward the places I want to be, I don't even want to be at my destination yet, I just want to be heading that way...

The places I want to be going seem to either never get closer or move even further away, and while I haven't started moving backwards it feels like I haven't started moving forwards either.  To be quite honest it drives me a little bit crazy.  The question of weather or not the place I have been looking at going is even the place I'm supposed to go has been beating my faith to a pulp lately... It get's hard to hold on to Faith when half your brain starts working so hard against it.

I suppose it's a part of any journey, there are always the stretches that seem like they take far more time then they should.  Moments that feel like they will never end, like there really isn't a destination at all, like the only thing is that stretch of road that goes on forever and the scene never changes.

I certainly hope the scene changes soon, I trust it will, but that doesn't make it happen any less annoyingly slow...

New web Browsers are FUN

Made the jump from good old Fire Fox to Google Chrome and I have to say... rest in peace Fire Fox.

so far this new browser is a heck of a lot faster than Fire Fox, the people at Google are very very smart. but seriously though, how the heck do they make any money?  after all this thing is open source!

UNexpected?

God should never have to show up UNexpected.  we should always expect him to show up... in acts when they healed the crippled man... they totally expected God to show up...

"Seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be opened"

"To Write Love on Her Arms"

 

some of the first shot's I've done with a model...
Model: Christine Glendening
and check out "To Write Love on Her Arms"

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Photography

a couple of images from a series titled "Church for Ghosts"

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